After these few days of controling myself and trying to adjust my mood, today i finally break down........ no longer can i take it anymore. Alway trying to relax and tell myself not to think about it but is not possible. Somemore mood not good, then like everyone in my family like my enemy le cos I quarrel with my mum( big time)..... this time i am not going to care so much le! Then my brother being an ass hole, come n shout at me when i am telling him something nicely. WTH la F*** la just dun care about me n leave me alone can u my mum n bro! I seriously tell u i am officially break down le I am not superman. I am human being. I finally can take it no more! I am going to close myself up from today , cos i hate my life and i have problem with myself. THE DAM WORLD IS BLOODLY UNFAIR!

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